So much have changed since my last entry, and I am deeply sorry I have not updated my gallery here in such a long time, but I had experimented issues in all the gamma, ranging from emotional (which as you may know, tends to halt your creativity horribly) and also technical. My good old working place has been completely overhauled with the comming of "the third" to home, which we have named Joddy as a play on the sound of her real name: Graphicality Of Divinity or G.O.D. for short. I had spent all this months making Joddy to work as my good old Sonny used to do. Good old Sonny was finally putten into retirement, and her soul has been released to the cosmos, so she can now enter the full wheel of evolution as a new sentience in creation. Her era is over, and now Joddy, Bemjani, Alleester, me, and the new addition to the gang, Niireme'a, are bent into working very very hard to make this universe more colorfull and beautyfull.

I want to say that thought my love for Oria Donata is undying, I cannot denny that my heart now completely belongs to a very unlikely and amazing lover. I would have never imagined that my young and disperse student, the feytouched green elf witch that goes under the name of Niireme'a Tel'Hoon, would actually become such a wonderfull and astounding lover. May the gods of the Ennead curse me as short sighted for looking down on her when I first met her, thinking she had her head full of air! She is the most lively and brilliant creature I have ever met after my gone mother. And to think she was scared of love... Such a cute dryadish trait... I tasted many kinds of loves across my existance, and I used to think that no love would ever be as sweet as the one as Oria Donata used to profess to me. Then again, universe proves me wrong and that I still have much to learn, for I had tasted the passion of fire and it's intensity, foolishly longing for it since my most early years, thinking there was no better. Now, fate brings to my lips the fresh and exotic flavor of life and green kindness and I ought to say... my heart had never ever tasted such a wonderfull sensation. May the gods of the Ennead curse me as shallow, for I judged the bark before tasting the sap! Oria Donata was a heavenly sight for my senses, that is undenying, and perhaps my current lover is not granted such a dazzling appearance. Then again, who can denny the taste of a most undying and natural beauty can easily outmatch that which is to lose against the pass of time? May the gods of the Ennead curse me as pridefull and vain, for I thought I have tasted the best love I could get without knowing the heart of one of the purest and humblest beings in this cosmos! I used to thought nothing could compare to the sweet consuming sensation the love of fire could bring to my heart... but it is like the little warmth of a candle compared to the craddling and evergrowing, everstrenghtening, and everyoung power of the green life of nature... how wrong I was... and how happy I am of have being... for I can say now... the love Niireme'a and I hold... is truely infinite.

Is curious, you know? From time to time, the insidious essence of Alchema Donata will come and show her ugly stitched face in the fashion of a persistent ghost, preaching about the twisted beauty of unlife, and of religions of sheer pain and exctasy of blood, as she awaits for "The Awake" of the grand undead avatar, despite knowing my brother at the Netherworld would never allow such a being to raise ever again. We, the Aeons, and our dear planeswalkers, have looked down into this sad being for some time and we can say, sharing a common opinion with all the ones who knew Oria Donata in life as the lively flame she used to be... that we pitty her, including my lover, who would say that she is sad that someone so brilliant was never able to develope love to a higher stage, while she had all the potential to do so... yes, Oria was so promising... it wasn't her fault her life was cutted so short... I guess in one thing Alchema was right: I was meant for someone far... better.

But let's put away the sad topics. People who is buried... is buried forever. And from such graves grows the seeds of new life, a life I am rejoyced to experiment now, by the side of Niireme'a Tel'Hoon, who I hope to be with for the rest of my days, for I would never want another heart but hers. So, with her aid, and with some resource gathering, I hope to be able to update this gallery as soon as I can. There is so much to tell, so many new things, so many new stories, so much a lot of things, and I hope I can tell you all, my friends, about all of that as soon as I can. ^-~

Ah, yes... *sigh* VwV ... When you litt a fire, sometimes the smoke is quite aromatical, and may think there is nothing better. Then again, try laying on a pristine forest for a bit, smelling the delightfull and natural scent of the flowers... Even the most expensive cigarrette is far cheap... in comparation to the smartness, wizeness, and true delightfullness of nature. *Sigh* ^w^