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Niireme'A Marker Sketch by SeemosYantra Niireme'A Marker Sketch :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 1 4 Natibeth Design Notes II by SeemosYantra Natibeth Design Notes II :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 0 2 Natibeth Design Notes I by SeemosYantra
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Natibeth Design Notes I :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 0 4
Lore And The Yantras by SeemosYantra Lore And The Yantras :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 0 7 The Yantras by SeemosYantra The Yantras :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 13 27 Psycho RPG by SeemosYantra Psycho RPG :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 2 14 Anja Neya by SeemosYantra Anja Neya :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 6 22 Sketch: Myrkur Morph by SeemosYantra Sketch: Myrkur Morph :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 2 7 Sketch: Myrkur Albatur by SeemosYantra Sketch: Myrkur Albatur :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 3 3 Sketch: Bloodberry by SeemosYantra Sketch: Bloodberry :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 15 10 Sketch: Cherry Blossoms by SeemosYantra Sketch: Cherry Blossoms :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 6 4 Sketch: Lime Chiffon by SeemosYantra Sketch: Lime Chiffon :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 5 5 Xmas Greetingcard by SeemosYantra Xmas Greetingcard :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 3 6 Xmas Nekomimis by SeemosYantra Xmas Nekomimis :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 2 2 Sketch: Natibeth design tests by SeemosYantra Sketch: Natibeth design tests :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 2 4 Natibeth Yantra by SeemosYantra Natibeth Yantra :iconseemosyantra:SeemosYantra 8 7

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Legs Wide by Girutea Legs Wide :icongirutea:Girutea 176 17 Sonic 2017 by Girutea Sonic 2017 :icongirutea:Girutea 255 19 Megumi by Louistrations Megumi :iconlouistrations:Louistrations 74 3 Magma Admin Courtney Figure by R-no71 Magma Admin Courtney Figure :iconr-no71:R-no71 511 30 160418 - Headshot Commissions Sketch Dump 18 by Runshin 160418 - Headshot Commissions Sketch Dump 18 :iconrunshin:Runshin 341 8 Fashionable Pixels by ChippyFish Fashionable Pixels :iconchippyfish:ChippyFish 720 21 Space Walk by JohnSu Space Walk :iconjohnsu:JohnSu 1,567 55 Cute Courtney by R-no71 Cute Courtney :iconr-no71:R-no71 539 33 Ruins by IvanLaliashvili Ruins :iconivanlaliashvili:IvanLaliashvili 3,767 114 Aquaria from Darkstalkers by JayAxer Aquaria from Darkstalkers :iconjayaxer:JayAxer 271 26 Rikuo from Darkstalkers by JayAxer Rikuo from Darkstalkers :iconjayaxer:JayAxer 244 22 Jess by Raichiyo33 Jess :iconraichiyo33:Raichiyo33 2,937 53 Mirage by TobiasRoetsch Mirage :icontobiasroetsch:TobiasRoetsch 632 24 Stargazer Tower by APetruk Stargazer Tower :iconapetruk:APetruk 154 6 Sketch Commission: ooneithoo by sambees Sketch Commission: ooneithoo :iconsambees:sambees 3,520 67 Mermaid - design for patreon by shilin Mermaid - design for patreon :iconshilin:shilin 2,743 65
  • Listening to: Pone (by Rei Harakami), Boogie Pop Phantom OST 2
  • Reading: Pathfinder Rulebooks
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Playing: Master Of Orion II
  • Eating: Toasts
  • Drinking: Agiote Tea
Have you ever felt it? Have you ever reached that point in life where mostly everything seems to end and, then, you are a bit lost because you find your inner compass broken? Have you ever sailed in such an ambiguous white sea that is to be granted the wish you ever longed for, yet it comes in a moment when you no longer need it nor helps you by any mean nor it looks or feels like what you always dreamt it would be? Have you seen those which you cherished as friends, brothers, family, becomming, suddenly, strangers, to the point of blending in the crowd as another face more without meaning? Have you experienced that strong and unbreakable bond you had with someone suddenly turning to nothing but a memory, without warning, without process, just puff away as if it had been a dream? Have you bidden those who you called friends farewell after realizing you would not see their faces again upon realizing all the wrong they were doing in your life despite the fact they weren't evil themselves? Have you dwelt in that strange world that is to not have anybody to blame about anything, nor being at blame?

The scars and wounds of the battle are still with you, reminding you that it wasn't a dream. However, you feel empty, somehow, even clean. There is no weight on you but the one of your own body. No aftertaste in the mouth, no lingering images in the eyes, no thoughts stuck in the mind, no sound but your own breath in the expanse for your ears, no feelings clawing in your heart. Just a white, clean, and empty void before you, around you, in you. No dissolution or stagnation, no suffering or grief. Just white. Just light. Just the blank page of a book, the prelude to some unknown beginning. You feel no rush, no compulsion, no pressure. It's you at the title screen with the "Press START to begin." message flashing slowly in black letters before you; "Load Game" greyed because there are no "Saved Games", no "Memory Card" to read, no nothing.

Is an emptyness so inmense that the very act to intake your breath feels cold, like your lungs were made of glossy plastic and could intake twice or thrice the air you normally can. Like things you never knew you had were taken out of you, leaving such a lot of space inside, that you felt a little too big, a little too empty, a little too vast. Your memories of the past are intact. The pain, the pleasure, the bad, the good, the ugly, the nice, the harsh, the gentle; everything is there. The difference is that none of it weights on you anymore. You may regret having done this or that, but you no longer feel the pain of that regret. You just feel sad and bummed that you did what you did, but you no longer blame yourself for it. Is behind you, and it holds as much weight as the pleasant memory of a cup of tea. And, yet, you can no longer pick up any of those threads and "Start" from there. They are gone, part of the past and you can't go back to them, nor you feel like doing so. It's just you and only you.

Have you been in this place? Because it is a first for me. Would... Would it be too much from my part to ask... for a little guidance? I think I am... ehm... lost? I-It's okay, no rush here... I-I can take my time... there is... no rush...

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SeemosYantra
Seemos Yantra, The Imagimancer
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Runshin Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
150816 - Thank You-2 by Runshin  
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SeemosYantra Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank YOU for sharing your beautyfull art with all of us, Runshin. Carry on the wonderfull work... and Congratulations on your work appearing on Regalia!
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customwaifus Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2016   Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch and helping my young profile grow! I really appreciate it!
I hope you'll continue enjoy and support my art! <3
Banner -Jinx/NightElf/Morrigan (Free to Use) by customwaifus
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Mechanubis Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for watching. Cheers o/
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SeemosYantra Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks to you for sharing your art with us all. ^-^
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Grimaldo-J Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave :)
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SeemosYantra Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Student General Artist
A pleasure. ^-^
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Tiger1001 Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Muchas gracias por el watch! :D
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SeemosYantra Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Student General Artist
Mas que un placer. Gracias a usted por compartir su arte con todos. ^-~
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MindsEyeMayhem Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey there Seemos, many thanks for the watch!
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